mare pahla pyar

Hi Main Nisha..

This Is Really a very good Page to share The Thoughts..

So,, maine bhi sochi ke main bhi apni story aap logon ko bata doon..

Ye baat unn dino ka hai.. Jab main 5 class mein padhti thi,, main Tution

padhne Jaaya karti thi.. Waha Ek Ladka Hota tha.. Side me baitha rehta tha..

Kuchh bhi nahi bolta tha.. Bass padh kar chala jata tha.. Jaise Koi usse padhne

ke Liye FORCE kar raha ho... Patta nahi kyun ,, Lekin main usske baare me Kuchh

jyada hi sochne lagi thi.. Shayad Mujhe uss sey Pyar ho gaya ho.. Wo bass tution

saath me padhta tha.. Lekin ham dodno ki School alag alag tha.. Main kabhi kabhi toh ussey

Hi dekhne Lag jaati thi.. Lekin wo meri or toh kya kisi ke or nahi dekhta tha.. Haan

Ek baar wo tution Late se padhne aaya tha.. Aur teacher nahi the toh mujhse puchha tha

ke Sir nahi aaya hai kya??? Mujhe bahut achha laga tha uss din.. Lekin usske baad phir se wo

mujhe nahi bulaya.. Jaise ussey Saari duniya ki Tension ho..

Bass 1 saal hi wo saath me padha,, usske baad wo Tution aana chhod diya.. Mujhe bahut

dukh huwa.. Hamesha sochne lagi ke ussne tution kyun chhod diya.. Kabhi kabhi bahut roti

thi Ye soch ke ,, Ke Kaash main usse bol di hoti ke Main ussey Kitna Pyar Karti hoon..

Kitna chahti hoon.. Lekin mujhe laga tha Ke Shayad Wo hi mujhse bolega..

Lekin waisa kuchh bhi nahi huwa tha..

Kabhi kabhi ussey kisi kisi jagah par dekh bhi leti thi.. Wo jaa raha hota tha..

Main bhi apni Friends ke saath hoti thi.. Lekin naa hi wo kuchh bolta tha,, aur naa hi main..

Wo sab kehne ke liye ek achhi si Time chahiye.. Aur wo achanak milta tha.. Wo bhi 1-2 mahine me

kabhi kabhi.. Toh jab tak main apni Himmat karti tab tak toh wo nikal bhi jaata tha..

Jiss din ussko dekh leti thi.. Uss din toh main aur bechain ho jaati thi..

Mujhe maalum tha ke

wo bhi padh raha hai,.. Lekin kaun si School me ye maalum nahi tha.. Aur mere ghar wale mujhe

kaheen Jaane bhi nahi dete the..

Bass padhne jaati thi,, Aur Time par padhke aati thi,. Usske baad kaheen bhi jaane ka Allowed

nahi tha.. Isliye main maalum bhi nahi kar paati thi usske baare me kuchh..

Aise hi karte karte 4 saal gujar gaya tha.. Main 9 class me thi ab.. Meri Shaadi kaheen FIX kar diya

mere ghar walon ne .. main bahut hi naakhush thi.. Main boli ke Mujhe abhi shaadi nahi karni hai..

Main kam se kam +2 clear karna chahti hoon aur usske baad Shaadi karungi.. Abhi hargij nahi..

Mere Ghar wale toh Meri baat maan-ne ko taiyaar hi nahi tha..

Last me mujhe bolna pada ke agar Shaadi huwi toh main Suicide kar lungi.. Meri Shaadi rok di gayi..

Shaadi cancel ho gaya,.. Main bahut hi khush ho gayi.. Lag raha tha ke abb jab bhi wo mujhe milega,,

Kabhi bhi aur kahee bhi,.. Iss baar main unse Jarur bolungi Ke How Much I Love Him....

2 saal beet gaya.. Main +2 ki first Year me thi.. Meri shaaadi phir FIX ho gaya.. Main phir se Boli

ke kam se kam +2 toh clear kar lene dijiye,, Please.. Mere Ghar wale iss baar nahi maane aur bola ke

Tum +2 clear karke hi shaadi karna Lekin ussi se Jiss se iss baar Tumhari Shaadi Fix huwa hai..

Bahut achha Ladka hai aur unke Ghar wale Tumhari +2 clear hone tak rukne ke liye taiyaaar hai..

Main uss raat bahut royi.. Mera Pyaar jo mujhse chhut raha tha.. Lekin karti bhi kya.. Mujhe apne ghar walo

se Haa kehna pada..

Main kisi ko bol bhi nahi sakti thi Ye baat.. Kuchh din baad jab main College se ghar aayi toh ghar ki log

ek photo haath me liye huwe khada tha aur mujhse bola ke yahi Ladka hai.. Jara dekho toh??

Main bina dekhe hi chali gayi,, meri mummy mere room me aayi aur Photo deke chali gayi.. Main photo Ko bina dekhe hi Side me

rakh kar padhne Lagi..Thodi der baad mujhe laga ke Ab toh sab kuchh khatm ho gaya hai,, Abb ussi ke saath Shaadi

honi hai,, Jiss se mere ghar ki aadmi chahte hain.. Main photo uthayi aur sochi Ki jara dekh loon..

Amazing!!!!! Ye toh wahi ladka tha,, Jiss se main Pyar Kar rahi thi.. Mujhe Believe nahi ho raha

tha.. Main bahut Khush ho gayi,.. Khushi se mere aankho me aansu aane laga tha.. Apne aap ko sambhali..

Aur apni mummy ke paas jaakar boli ke Please aap Iss ladke ko ek baar Ghar par bulaaiye.. Main inse Kuchh

baat karna chahti hoon.. Request karke main apni mummy ko mana li aur Dusre din usse Ghar Bula liya gaya..

Ussey dekhte hi mere Aankho me aansu aa gaya aur unse boli ke _ "Kyun mr. Ab bhi mujhse baat nahi karoge??"'

wo hasne lage.. Aur mai bhi.. Main ab bahut khush hoon.. Zindagi se koi Shikaayat nahi hai ab.. Kuchh din baad hamari shaadi

hai..

Khuda ne meri Duwa Kubool Kar li thi.. Mujhe sab kuchh mil gaya hai..